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The Ultimate Guide to Building a Production-Grade Node.js Backend in 2025
Node.js

The Ultimate Guide to Building a Production-Grade Node.js Backend in 2025

A modular backend with clear layers (types, repository, service, controller, routes), Vitest for fast tests, and modern choices like Drizzle or Hono. Updated for how we build backends in 2025.

Aug 6, 2025 Read more
What Mentoring College Students Taught Me About Myself
Mentorship

What Mentoring College Students Taught Me About Myself

Two years after college I didn't write a single line of code professionally. I said yes to everything, hoping something would feel right. Now I mentor students, not because I have all the answers, but because I remember what it felt like to drown in options.

Feb 6, 2025 Read more
You Give Up, You Die
Mindset

You Give Up, You Die

nimsdai climbed all fourteen 8,000-meter peaks in six months. above 8,000 meters his mantra is literally true. down here, it needs one more line: be reasonable about which mountains deserve you.

Aug 9, 2026 Read more
What Smart Actually Sounds Like
Personal Growth

What Smart Actually Sounds Like

the internet is full of intelligence signals that mostly measure loudness. the real tells sit somewhere else: in how someone handles not knowing, being wrong, and other people.

Aug 8, 2026 Read more
You Can Win the Argument and Lose the Room
Connection

You Can Win the Argument and Lose the Room

some people leave every conversation having won it. and slowly they run out of people to talk to. a list of the habits that do it, kept mostly to check myself.

Aug 4, 2026 Read more
The Griefs That Don't Get Funerals
Grief

The Griefs That Don't Get Funerals

nothing died, exactly. so nobody brought flowers. fourteen griefs we all carry that never get a ritual, a casserole, or a day off work.

Aug 3, 2026 Read more
Flowers Are Not the Bare Minimum
Connection

Flowers Are Not the Bare Minimum

the bar was supposed to protect people. somewhere along the way it became a wall. an argument for keeping high standards and still lighting up at flowers.

Aug 1, 2026 Read more
I Want You to Want to Do the Dishes
Connection conversations with s · Part 1

I Want You to Want to Do the Dishes

i told s i wanted to be better. she said the solution is something i already know, i just don't want it badly enough. then she explained the difference between guilt and care, and it rearranged my week.

Aug 12, 2026 Read more
The Dialect of Depth
Connection finding your people · Part 5

The Dialect of Depth

i used to test people. see how deep they could go on a first meeting, and if they hit a wall, they weren't my people. the wall turned out to be mine.

Aug 11, 2026 Read more
The Friend Who Stops Me Mid-Pour
Connection conversations with s · Part 0

The Friend Who Stops Me Mid-Pour

i fall into people and vanish. i pour and pour until i can't remember what i liked before them. s is the first person who stops me mid-pour and asks: what about you, though?

Aug 10, 2026 Read more
our cities give us nothing to do but spend
India wrong problems · Part 10

our cities give us nothing to do but spend

i landed back in bangalore and asked the oldest weekend question. what do we do? every answer was a bill. this one is about the free places our cities forgot to build.

Aug 6, 2026 Read more
The Door Left Ajar
Connection finding your people · Part 4

The Door Left Ajar

people tell you what matters to them. rarely in the words. usually in the weight. improv actors have a name for it, and indian dramaturgy named it fifteen centuries earlier.

Aug 4, 2026 Read more